BEAUTIFULLY IMPERFECT

:: Before, Now and After ::

2011-12-29T00:52:00.004+08:00

我公司的抽屉在减肥呢。。

Before ：满满的, 有麦片，Daiso Blueberry 饼，牛奶饼，喉咙痛糖，绿茶糖，Panda 熊熊饼 (my beloved :P) 等～

Now：还会有少少的，有 Christmas version 的熊熊饼和蛋卷饼～

Future：应该会是空空的，有空气～

2011-12-21T00:05:00.002+08:00

What a lovely Christmas.. 是我们的首个圣诞节～

是我去了一整天只为了寻找漂亮的情侣装，一直上网看哪种才漂亮，因一直缺货而去了四次 Pyramid ，还和 Parkson 的 promoters 吵，才得到的衣服，只想在圣诞节或圣诞节之前送给属于它的主人。

原来，原来这东西对他来说什么价值都没有，根本不稀罕。。。

:: Lunch @ Italiannes ::

2011-11-10T22:48:00.004+08:00

It was our 150th day~ We'd randomly picked a restaurant to lunch together, and I, chose Italiannes because I saw a "RM 15.90 ++ " written on the Italiannes big advertisement board. But then, it actually also stated with a very small "T & C" on the bottom. >.<

Chicken Milanese (if not mistaken), it's cover with full of cheese, my flavour (I mean the cheese :D)!

Seafood Rissoto. The rice is very tasty! Strongly introduced by him. Love it~

Grape Fruit Shake. The best fruit juice I have ever tried.

I tried the Lasagna A La Ravina before, very tasty as well. Great place to lunch or dine with your besties, love one or family. :)

:: Someone Like You ::

2011-10-05T00:29:00.002+08:00

My very very favourite song in this month~

Adele - Someone Like You

" Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead "

:: Steak Out ::

2011-09-27T23:57:00.002+08:00

那天他从网上看到别人介绍 Steak Out，放工后我们就特地去这间Steak Out Restaurant 试试～

这个 Burger RM 19.90.

当当！就是这粒了！味道还不错啦～

可是这份就很好吃！！有 hotdog，鸡肉，还有好像是猪肉，和那个长的像 potato 的其实不是 potato 啊～是用 cheese 盖在大葱上的～这份味道非常的好吃！

点了 Strawberry Milkshake 来喝～

Steak Out 赞！

:: 果子烧 (Jumbo Wagashi) ::

2011-09-19T23:29:00.002+08:00

几星期前，我们第一次试了果子烧 (Jumbo Wagashi)，很特别啊～

上面那个是 Original flavour的，另一个比较黑的是 chocolate 口味，

original flavour 好吃很多啊～

一咬下去，里面的汁全溢出来，特别特别～

下去我们一起试其他类似的甜点吧 :)

:: Convo Coming soon.. ::

2011-09-06T00:36:00.002+08:00

已经九月了，还有一个多月我的毕业典礼就到了。。

一想到convo，就想到无法拿个First Class Honour 给爸爸，

只差那0.05分，亏爸爸还一直以来那么的宝贝我。。

可是我，已尽了我的能力了。。

是我24年以来，最大的遗憾，没法拿它送给爸。。

:: 不安 ::

2011-09-05T00:11:00.003+08:00

星期四那天晚上驾着车，送完朋友回家后，经过一条小路，整条路没路灯，

可以说只有我一辆车，

心里非常的疙瘩，非常的不安，这条路，我已用过上十次，

可是，这次是第一次有这种很不安的感觉。。

所以我告诉自己，告诉朋友们，

以后如果我驾车要用到那条路，就不可以迟回，避免不必要的意外。。

但今天早上，我驾着车用了那条路，轮胎却第一次遭刺穿！就在短短的几天内。。

我的心，很不安很不安，我真的觉得这次是个前兆。。

有种感觉，有种预感，我会在这条路上发生我无法接受的意外。。

我，一直以来都不是个迷信的人，可是这一次，由不得我不信。。

第一次有这种生命无助的感觉。。

宁可信其有，不可信其无。。

感到无助，只有避免。。

心，很不安。。。。。。

:: Cakes ::

2011-09-01T01:54:00.002+08:00

(Oreo cheese, Mango cake, Fruits cake)

Bought him these cakes before he leave by tomorrow... Going to miss ya...　:)

2011-08-18T23:48:00.003+08:00

Sushi！但是这是斋的 Sushi　啊！味道非常的好吃～那间店就在

No 26-1, Jalan PJS 8/2,

Sunway Mentari Business Centre,

46150 Petaling Jaya,

Selangor.

善缘素食餐厅

它的 Tom Yam 米粉也是我的Favourite 啊！

:: Pink ::

2011-08-02T05:33:00.007+08:00

三更半夜肚子疼的无法无眠，只好写写字。。>.<

做了7个月工的我，终于过了试用期啦！！开心～开心人工起啊～哈哈哈！这公司的 seniors 啊，真的好的没话说，个个那么的乐于助人。。帮了我很多，教了我很多（虽然我还是一样的笨）。。不知是哪来的福气啊～让我遇上这批好 seniors。。

今天傍晚6点多，头一低看，竟看到只死蟑螂死在我桌子的角落！真是可恶！可是。。。怎么会突然死？由于蟑螂怕香味，猜测是被我的香水味和我的 lotion 味杀死的～呵呵～

两个多月前的 pinky 花～

花，其实真的很浪费钱，可是花儿真的很美，

美，虽然短暂，可是会永远储存在我的记忆力。

Lily 花中间的心很特别啊～

这辈子爱死花儿了～

但还是实际一点好，花儿很快就枯～真的很浪费钱。。。

:: Violet ::

2011-07-27T00:10:00.003+08:00

今年某个我很重要的日子突然收到了某人送的一束花。。紫色的。。之前也曾收过朋友送的一束紫色假花啊～

他送我的第一束花～ 我拍的技术还不赖吧？ :)

那时我的墙壁还是紫色的呢。。。现在已全被油过，换了颜色～

:: Macaron ::

2011-07-24T23:53:00.005+08:00

终于吃到 Macaron 啦。。。我个人蛮喜欢，没想到咬下去是整个软软脆脆的，感觉好像整粒都是用花糖做出来的。。。

Empire Subang 里的 Macaron，一粒 RM 3.90，红色的是 Rashberry，蓝色的是 Mango Passion，黑色的是Caramel，白色的是 Mocha.

通常人是一口一口吃的，可他却是整粒放进口吃！

2011-07-06T01:21:00.002+08:00

有时，突然幸福的到来，反而让我害怕，

总觉得，得到了难得的东西，就得失去同等价值的东西来取代它。

这种幸福，会维持多久？

我的付出，能给多少？

你的能耐，会到多远？

亲情，友情，爱情，我都不想失去。

可是我，差点就失去了友情。。。。。多无奈啊。。。

最近爸妈对我超好的啦。。。怎么了？感到有点不安心。。。

:: 笨 ::

2011-04-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

四个多月了，为什么我还是那么笨！

很难做啊。。我已经尽我能力了，每天不是做到 10 pm 回到家，就是11 pm 回到家。。

我真的不介意做到有多迟，只要我会做。。

可是，我也真的很懊恼每次做不到，很烦很烦。。

明天就要交出来，原本以为我昨晚做好了。。

但今天吃完午餐后，被leader 看到有error ，

一直修改的我，越改越紧张，一直被人崔，

连原本我应该deploy 的工作完全由学长做，

而我改改也发现我跟本做错了，

还需另一个学长一直帮我改，我才能明天交出来。。

为什么我那么笨。。

看到我的housemates 一个个都换工了，

不要逼我做决定。。

:: 代沟 ::

2011-04-18T23:07:00.003+08:00

听你这样说，很hurt。。。

我认同的，你不认同，

你认同的，我不认同，

彼此间，不知从何开始，真的有了代沟。。。

:: 师傅 ::

2011-04-08T20:16:00.005+08:00

打给dear, 还被她骂说我没有用！哈哈！一直叫我不要哭。。。可我没办法控制，因为我的靠山逃跑了。。。 :(

师傅工作的最后一天，本来一切好端端的，可是看着他离去的背影，开始觉得难过，打开mail，看到他写给所有人的作文，还提起我，读了让人超难过的，真是的！！！

这个师傅对徒儿很照顾，每天都帮我 “杀虫”，教了我三个月，我那么笨，可是他骂都没骂过我，哼都没哼过一声，和其他师兄一样，超好，可是我每天都烦他。。哈哈！！

正在写着的我，突然收到他的电话，真是的！

真心祝福师傅，希望他能适应那个全新的生活。。Wish you all the Best Si Fu! Take care!!!

师傅走，我都这样了。。坏人那天也说本来他和师傅一起走，如果他走的话，我真无法想象。。。。:(

2011-04-01T00:23:00.003+08:00

作工嘛，难免会受一点点气。。

还记得几个星期前，做在她隔壁的那位小姐在会议室对我说，“You are very pretty..", 结果她听了当着大家面说，“You don't need to do everything, everyone will do for it. You don't even need to push the door, they will push for you..”。

在那之前，我从没跟她说过话，所以我怎么可能有机会得罪她呢。。那是第一次彼此间的对话。。

正不巧，新的task是她的东西，被委任enhance 的我，一个笨要命的我真的不明白她的东西是怎样跑的。。在leader的吩咐下，只好过去问她要求解释给我听，那我才知道要怎样code, 结果从头到尾她的语气都很大声，我想，只有耳聋的人才没听到。。

还真以为可以这样结束，却在她结束之前，送了我个脸色说，“我真不明白你们这些developers是怎样安排的，为什么不交给一个本来负责的人，反而去交给一个新人！新人什么flow 都不明白，我还得从头到尾解释给你听！”。。骂我就算了，她还拖Leader下水！可怜我亲爱的Leader阿。。。

何必怎么凶呢。。我真怕凶的人啊。。 >.<

坏人

2011-03-25T21:05:00.000+08:00

坏人！

坏人坏人坏人坏人坏人！大臭人！

伤害

2011-03-15T01:18:00.002+08:00

很多时候，人们的一句话或一个动作就会伤害到别人，

而我，我相信我也会不经意的不小心 hurt 到人。。

我真的不想伤害任何一个人，所以我也不敢敢敢去。。。

做人

2011-03-11T02:15:00.003+08:00

做人很难，

做个听话的女儿很难，

做工很难，

做个不令领导人失望的员工很难，

做朋友更难，

做个付出真心对待，但对方却感受不到，感到失落。。

.

2011-03-08T00:18:00.002+08:00

完全无法相信我会哭成这样。。

我变了。。

我真的变了。。

我真的真的变了。。。

那个我，去了那里？

:: 珍珠 ::

2011-03-05T02:12:00.003+08:00

快乐，是因为不计较。

计较，就会失去快乐。

所以我常常提醒自己，不要去计较，

很多东西一旦计较，就会连难过，愤怒也一起算进来。

不计较，肯定会失去一些芝麻，

失去了这些芝麻，肯定会赢得难得且可贵的珍珠。

17th of February

2011-02-22T23:12:00.002+08:00

Took a photo together with my lovely supervisor at KLCC Convention Center. My supervisor, sometimes is really cute, but sometimes is just too strict in everything. Anyway, Thanks for her guidance and thanks for giving me the chance to learn in everything. :)

:: 她 ::

2011-02-16T23:01:00.007+08:00

没用的她，以为兔年是个好年，

属兔的她，今天却无辜被摩托撞。

没用的她，以为不会为琐碎的事懊恼，

开朗的她，最近一直很压力。

没用的她，以为自己有一群异性朋友，

苗条的她，却一直遇不到陪她走下去的那个人。

没用的她，以为用擅长的笑容就可以掩饰自己的不开心，

虚伪的她，在自欺欺人。

没用的她，以为是好朋友心中永远都挂着笑脸的那个女生，

实际的她，其实只不过不想让朋友担心而已。

没用的她，以为自己应付的来，

愚蠢的她，其实很需要别人的教导。

没用的她，以为可以不求人过活，

大错的她，其实只是放下不了身段和骨气。

没用的她，以为自己一直以来都很坚强，

坚强的她，今天掉了兔年的第一颗泪。

2011-02-06T23:48:00.001+08:00

从Facebook里看到别人post这个，这样的男生去哪找？

1.朦胧醒来回你信息..

2.半夜里接你的电话..

3.告诉你——到家了就发消息给他..

4.你半夜睡不着发消息给他..他会陪你聊天..

5.雨天..同撑一把伞..他衣服的一半是湿的..

6.不论走到哪里..都一直拉着你的手..

7.愿意吃你吃不下的东西..

8.从来不迟到..你迟到他不会生气

9.不论去哪里..他都会来接你..无怨无悔..

10.不乱花钱..但肯为你花钱..

11.拥抱很久..很紧..

12.记得你说过的所有事..

13.轻轻拧开你拧不开的汽水瓶..

14.常常发消息告诉你..突然很想你..

15.常常给你留言..

16.不舒服时..他会很担心很着急..

17.吵架时不会一走了之..

18.他错了会认错..你错了不会怪你..

19.吵架后..会无条件地哄你..放下面子..

20.从不忍心责备你..无条件包容你..

21.会一直保护你..害怕你受一点点委屈..

22.你说笑话他会笑..会觉得你很可爱..

23.比你高..

24.会一个人安静地思考..但决不冷漠..

25.许多方面都很厉害..让你崇拜..

26.会一直夸你..给你鼓励..

27.不对你隐瞒什么..

28.百分百信任你..

29.不花言巧语..

30.不会因为玩游戏而忽略你..

31.不抽烟少喝酒..

32.有活动安排事先和你打招呼..

33.和朋友出去时..要想着你..

34.重大的事情和你商量..

35.和大人在一起像大人..和孩子在一起像孩子..

36.喜欢你..从未犹豫..不拿你和别的女孩子比较..

37.从未想过离开你的世界..

38.你买给他的东西他都会喜欢..

39.对女孩子有风度..也有距离..

40.认识你的一些好朋友..拜托她们照顾你..

41.了解你的烦恼与困惑..不厌其烦地倾听..

42.很少让你哭..你哭的时候会很心疼..紧紧地抱住你..告诉你都是他的错..

43.可以随时找到他..

44.靠在他肩膀的时候很安心..

45.和他在一起有种温暖的感觉..

46.不重色轻友..也不重友轻色..

47.计划的未来里..你是重要的一部分..

2011-01-30T23:47:00.003+08:00

最近认识了一班朋友，今天就分享些有趣的故事吧。。不再是悲伤的一篇。。

这班朋友里，其中的两个男的，甲先生 和 乙先生 , 是我今天想讲的。

在某些偶然情况下，我跟这位甲先生 会一起做一些些很普通的东东，但被这班朋友看到了，当然乙先生 也看到，于是乙先生 就好奇的问我我跟甲先生 的关系（以为我们在。。），当然我说大家误会了。

第二天，乙先生 也再问，我也再说是个误会。过会又碰巧被他们撞见，乙先生又问，我也再次解释。终于，在隔天，乙先生 又问时，我心里不耐烦了，于是撒了一点点谎，我说 “是啦是啦”，他问 “跟'他'吗？”, 我说 “是啦，是'他' 啦”，怎知，他竟马上相信了！完完全全的相信！你说，好笑吗？我何时说谎过？我一直跟他说实话，可他就是不信，撒点谎，就信的十足。。

人啊，说了些你认为看到的就是事实的话，就相信，反而实话就不能接受了吗？ xD

Aeon Bukit Tinggi 超大只的兔子和萝卜桶！

2011-01-27T22:50:00.004+08:00

刚刚跟他聊了心事。。先聊起目标，聊起了生活目标。我说我只追求欢乐。。。他问我现在开心吗。。我说，“一半一半”。。。

突然我就很想写我的部落格了，把所有的一切都放在这里。。。不带去第二天。。。

今天做到7点，不算迟了。。。驾着车，情绪都来了。。突然很emo。。

他问我什么事不开心，我说我工作上不开心。。。我知道，头几个月是这样的，可是，

我很害怕。。。我说，我开始怀疑自己的能力。。这份工是不是不适合我?

很难做。。一直看着电脑而已。。。很无助。。。做了一个月又7天，天天都这样似的，

该自我反省了。。。真的，很害怕。。。

2011-01-25T22:17:00.002+08:00

I know, I still owe you one post since 2 months ago. I'm now here to fulfill it. LOL

Actually I'd really have nothing else to tell. I'm not like some other people, I won't let the past torture my mind. What's in my mind only have how to make life happier and happier. Yeah I know, the point for this post should be wrote about something. Be patient to read ya... :D

What I wish for, is hard to get. So it end up with nothing. Some people says they let it go naturally, they believe in fate, while some others said efforts taken is the key to get it. Well for me, sure I won't make any first step first, I'm not those initiative type of girl eh! Haha! But, I will do something if I seen their sincerity with the right feeling. But too bad, I encountered some bad things in the past year. What else can say? What else can blame? What else can rescue? Haha, just let the past pass. Such thinking might not a good attitude, but who cares?

Somehow, those sweet memories will still keep playing in my mind. Heart is grieved when I found out myself is no longer important to him anymore... But the sadness will only remained for few minutes. Haha! Well, many things are unpredictable! Lots surprises are awaiting us! Cheers! :)

Super addicted to Rabbit recently! Hello it's Rabbit year!

::上班记::

2011-01-04T22:44:00.004+08:00

已经上班第三个星期了。。这两天才开始学写程序，本来一心报着去学 ‘ 找瓦’ 和其他东东，没想到遇到瓶颈。。因为真的很难，也许是Fang 和 Jothan 说的所谓的 “起头难”。。其他人全部都会做，只有我一直在摸头，全部师兄师姐，只有我一个新人。。我觉得他们刚进的时候都不会像我那么差吧。。。

这两天我都迟回，昨天8点回，今天7点多回。不时因为我做不完工，而是因为我不会做，检查来检查去都做不出来，一直要坐隔壁的师兄帮。。。我多不好意思啊！我问了几次就不敢问了，要不是他们看我还不回家，问我怎么了，我看我得做到天亮。。不知他们会发火吗，因为我实在太差了。 XD 不好意思！！！

Aeris，加油加油！

2011年1月1号凌晨拍的！2011年的第一张照片！ :)

:: Candy Tree ::

2010-12-23T23:25:00.003+08:00

I love candy so so much... But too bad I can't take it for few weeks. Keep coughing coughing and coughing... Those syrups seem like not effective at all.

Candy Christmas Tree!

The first Christmas card that I received in this warmth season. :)

One of my farewell present. The White rabbit. Isn't it lovely? Thanks!

Merry Christmas to all my dear readers. :)

2010-12-17T16:57:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to my dear grandmom!

The 3 kg birthday cake for grandmom when she turns to 80! The cake is looks like something else, isn't it? XD

The cake with candle lighted.

Dang Dang! My grandmom and my beloved nephew!

Bye Bye $500

2010-12-15T01:18:00.006+08:00

Oh yeah! It's so great to bye bye the $500! It's been 6 months with the only $500 earned each month, paid 5 tolls each day, and 73km journey everyday. Well, it has comes to the end. So great to have friends farewell with me. :)

My team mates in special cluster and my supervisor.Thanks Encik Din for the lunch. :)

Chai, Pei and KF, thanks alot for the lunch! It's really really yummy!

"Kat chaaak". And thanks Win for the lunch too. Your Canon is the best! It's proven with the photo quality if compared with my Lumix! >.<

Can I have the same free lunch again? :D

That's the place, Xenri.

Climbing up to the office.

Thanks for the dinner ya Jim and Ed! It's always so funny to talk to you guys. The two funniest guys I've ever met in this company. XD

Alan, who always passby my cubical with his noisy foot steps.

Pei pei dear. It's one of the most happiest thing that I had in this internship period to meet you again here! Lunch together, walk together, chit chat together, gossip together and paintball-ing together! Too bad you forgot to take back your cake. And it was finished by my dad. :D

My cubical! The space is actually very limited to put my stuffs..

I'm gonna miss all of you~~~ Miss ya! :)

See you all again ok?

2010-12-12T21:20:00.005+08:00

Guess what? I was so outdated! I just know the news about the Alviss K. which happened on 9th of December! The news is written in the newspaper on 10th of December, but I'd missed it. Went to the paintball event with all together 31 persons. I got to know this news from my friends' blog posts few hours ago. So I went downstairs to dig out the Friday's newspaper. And this is really OH MY GOD! How's crazy?! He not only killed himself, he is also killing his ex girl friend's life indirectly! How about his parents? His siblings? And his close friends? Oh please... If you really do love her, what you did should make her happy, and not making her depressed forever... Where's your maturity huh... :(
It's useless to give any comment anymore, everything is just too late. Time can't goes back.
Rest In Peace.

I really dislike those people who treat Facebook as their dairy book. Post every single sensitive things on Facebook especially those related to a relationship. You can post, but please post wisely, not those words that MIGHT hurt some one else. Not those words that telling the world it's all the girl's fault while you are the innocent one! Darn it!

Cakes

2010-11-14T22:58:00.004+08:00

Been celebrated my mom's birthday few days ago. I guess she was really enjoyed the night with the joyful birthday song and cakes from us. =)

Cheese cake (left one) from dad, and the Tiramisu (right one) from me! Obviously, I know the cake I bought is much smaller then the cheese cake. But I don't have the income yet, I promise I'll buy bigger for you next year ok? XD

I think it's the first time for mommy to have two birthday cakes at one time. I didn't know dad would buy one for her, and he didn't know I will buy one for her too. That's why end up with two cutie cakes. :)

Mom said she wants Tiramisu flavour.

I was trying to buy durian for her actually. I'd purposely searched for durian at AEON Jusco because normally they selling the durian there at different rates of price, thought of buy the most expensive one which is most tasty one for her. But then no more durian now, it's not the durian season right now... :(

Durian durian where are you?

2010-11-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

One of the memories of mine.

It's attached with two bells. I purposely made it so. It was actually came with only one bell. Love the sound from bell so much, don't know why... Almost most of my stuffs attached with bells. *dling dling* :)

Come back, my good temper...

2010-10-24T00:49:00.005+08:00

Had a small quarrel with my dear mommy today! She was complaining that I easily lost my temper. Yea she is right. I really really failed to control my temper lately, and most of the time I gave vent the bad temper to my family! Arghh... Feeling sorry to them... Something wrong with me in this couples of weeks. I thought everything is fine now, but still, my temper is becoming worse than before. I'd never seen myself can be like that before, can't believe that was me, if wasn't IT triggered me, i wouldn't know I can be like that. Funny...

I do learnt a lot. Learnt from my internship, learnt from friends, learnt from my mom, and learnt from a book (credit goes to Ying)! Something happened, is already happened. No way to turn back, and I did learnt something from the lesson, not to repeat the mistake anymore, eventhough I'd repeated it twice. =.= No point to blame as well, isn't it?

I'd realised I will spent a lot when I was in bad mood. :D Causing me kinda poor. Spent all my salary (allowance, precisely) on items and food. ><

Implode

2010-09-05T00:37:00.005+08:00

Been listening to a korean song recently. It's a nice song with soft rhythm. Sang by BoA. Somehow feel kinda mingled whenever listening to this song.

Found the translation of the lyric from Korean to Chinese.

::BoA - IMPLODE::

那些无法倒回的时光
那些破碎的感情
即使紧紧抓牢也还是从指缝间流走

因为不知不觉流过的眼泪
我的视线总是在那里寻找徘徊

不要我离开
这样的一句话为什么那时那么难以言说

停留在我身边
这样的一句话为什么那时那么难以言说呢

毫无留恋
那些我上了锁
瓦解后又剩下的记忆即使我努力遗忘
还是没用

残忍地
那些我一定要抓住的思念
即使是停留即使是恢复都无法做到

不要我离开
这样的一句话为什么那时那么难以言说呢

所谓再见的话
那些老套的话
那样的话有很多
埋藏起无数的欢笑与泪水
像谎言一样我是否能当做什么事都没有生活吗

It's so damn hurt
不要我离开
for me don't let you go
这样的一句话
no I can't let you go
为什么那时那么难以言说

It's so damn hurt
停留在我身边
for me don't let you go
这样的一句话
no I can't let you go
为什么那时那么难以言说呢

那样送你离开
经常回想起来的我
即使紧紧抓牢也还是从指缝间流走

还是原来那样子的我
在等待
在那个空旷的连问候都没有的地方

:: Imagine Cup Blog Contest ::

2010-07-03T21:14:00.002+08:00

How nice! I won the prize for Imagine Cup Blog Contest! The Imagine Cup (Microsoft Malaysia) sent me the prize on 1st of July. Thanks to Imagine Cup! And thanks to the judger (s) and blog readers. :)

Microsoft Wireless Media Desktop 1000.

The wireless keyboard and wireless mouse. Thanks ya!

My Monitor

2010-06-29T22:43:00.002+08:00

Ya right! I got my monitor today. But just monitor... No pc, no mouse and no keyboard yet. It's a NEW one!

:: SkyTrex Adventure::

2010-06-10T14:47:00.006+08:00

I can felt the ache all over especially on my back when I was still sleeping in the morning. And now I still feel the pain in my both arms. Yea, all this pain is caused of the adventure of skytrex yesterday which located at Bukit Cahaya, Shah Alam. Last time we din't play the skytrex, but this time we finally did. :)

Guess what's those blackie things on the soil?

Yes, those are ants crawling on the soil and tree.

We decided to play Big Trill at first, but the ticket seller said it's more convenience for them to look after us if we play Extreme Challenge. So, we changed to Extreme Challenge. This Extreme Challenge consists of 21 extreme challenges, some platforms are really high! The highest platform reachs 22 meters from the land! Luckily all of us do not have the fear of heights. ;P

All the challenges are actually very tiring. I love Flying Fox the most!

For me, the most difficult challenge is ladder climbing. It is super duper exhausting me to climb up the ladder!

Hui was trying to act as climbing the ladder actually. :D

Soon was helping the little monkey to wear a hat.

And I just simply took a photo with the board even though we didn't play Big Thrill.

Cycling awhile before went home. :)

Fern, we wanna warn you do not play Skytrex ya, those challenges need a lot energy to accomplish, and it is not advisable for your body to play. :)

Jobless now..

2010-06-02T18:26:00.006+08:00

Super relaxing at home now after the busy life. I love such lifestyle, sometimes works night and day to finish a project, as busy as a bee, but sometimes very relaxed staying at home.

Since I have nothing to do at home beside taking care of my baby, I wanna find something to do. While re-designing the PRIS, I'd recalled back of the suggestion that given by judges when I was presenting for NRIC. To increase the robustness of the algorithm that I created, he suggested that I can used different techniques of compression for each images. So which means that, besides those techniques I adapted into the algorithm (compression is one of the technique), the images should be generated by using different compressions RANDOMLY. Well, this is hard for me, I need to figure out those existing compression, maybe create a new compression (perhaps). Yes, I wanna try it tomorrow. Why not just try it tonight? Haha... Because I'd found out an error when I test the PRIS for presentation that time. I know what's and where's the problem, going to fix it tonight. :)

The lovely penguin hangers I bought from Langkawi Aquarium, aren't them very cute? Do you want to have one? :)

3 down. What's next?

2010-05-30T22:25:00.009+08:00

Three competitions are over. Silver for iTEX competition, "zero egg" for Imagine Cup competition, and gold for NRIC competition. Ya, I'd never tell you guys about my system right? Our system has two different names which are Police Report Imaging System (PRIS) and Hiding Criminal Information System (HCIS). Even though it has two different names, but the contents, interfaces, coding and so on are exactly same. It was my supervisor's idea to give a different name. And now I'd realised I shouldn't made it so.

Actually three people are developing this system. I'm the one who started it first and the only representative who present in all three system, the other two teammates, Yen and Quenny can't make it as they needed to attend the Infosys program at Sarawak. What a pity.. Yen was responsible for XML, list view display and SMS parts, while Quenny was responsible for database, documents upload and display, and documents phone captured parts. The rest including those troublesome documentations, interfaces design, novel algorithm, buttons function, authentication and so on were handled by myself. And I'd never forget the other two special "teammates", Lei and Hebe who accompanied me all the way in Imagine Cup and NRIC competitions. Thanks girls!

What is our system about? Yes, it is specially designed for police use. As the title of the system's name, it is used to handle criminal reports. Main function is used to hide Top Secret underneath the criminal images. PRIS or HCIS is the only system developed in Malaysia as I found no similar existing system in Malaysia (perhaps for the whole world).

Too bad I got nothing (except friendship and experiences) in Imagine Cup competition. I know the reason of losing in Imagine Cup. I didn't hit the 8 Millennium Development Goals. I've tried, been tried very hard tried to link my final year project (the novel algorithm) to develop a system that hit the 8 goals! But still, it dint really hit. I was very frustrated. I was the FIRST GROUP to present in Imagine Cup! How "lucky" I was! Recalled back, one of the person in charge, the Chinese guy (forgot his name, just remembered his name is something Jie) blamed us that we late for the presentation! In fact, first, we went to the place by the bus provided. Second, it is actually still early for the time of presentation. Third, he has no right to blaming us in that kind of manner! Luckily his friend who stand beside him helped us to explain to him that it was the bus problem. Gosh!

I really hate the time constraint in Imagine Cup! Competitors actually given maximum twelve minutes to present. I had fully prepared, been practiced more than 5 times for presentation in ten minutes before I go for real presentation. But guess what? I was such a failure! I did not manage to present all the speech that I had prepared for the real presentation. The Judges asked me a lot questions when the time hit 7 minutes, they keep asking asking and asking without letting me to finish my speech! Arggggghhhh!!! Many new functions of our system did not show to Judges. I even has no time to show my secret weapon (the letter written by head of investigation department) to them! You know how hard I got the letter? You know how difficult the process of interviewed the high rank police officer? I will never forget how hard I requested to meet them, or so-called beg them, I was like a beggar begging them for letting me ask few questions, even my teammates scared and stand there to watch.

Whatever, we still won something in other competitions right? I'm really really glad to won a gold medal for NRIC. The first gold for UTHM in NRIC. Thanks iTex, Imagine Cup and NRIC competitions giving me such a great opportunity. Billion thanks to them!

The red oval shows there's only one group who get 80 over 100 marks.

The red circle shows that there's only one group that get gold medal for IT category in NRIC.

Yeah, and guess what? Our team won the only one gold medal for IT category! You know, what a surprise when I heard the MC announced my name as one of the gold medalists! I never expect to get a gold. Actually, my heart was thumping every time when the MC announced for the bronze and silver medalists, but I heard no my name in those medalists. So I'd already gave up to win an award when the MC announced for gold medalists. And I didn't give any attention on the gold medalists until... until I heard "UTHM" and my name from MC! We made it! I made it! :) Credits go to all contributors of our system! Again, THANKS!

Yes, I know I wrote too much... But I still want continue... In iTEX competition, my UTHM PPI person in charge took my silver medal, and my supervisor took the certificate... I attended the judgement day for presentation, but I absent for the result announcement day. So I missed the chance to have a look on our silver medal and the certification! Sobsss... I wanna get back the medal and the certification! But how? That is impossible because UTHM want to keep them... Luckily they don't take my gold medal in NRIC, they just took the significant certification from me. I still have the personal certification on hand. :)

I guess this is the longest post ever. Too bad I didn't meet the important person while I was in NRIC competition. The stupid girl thought she can have some sweet talks face to face. I know I'm no longer important anymore. Maybe, for that person, I actually never been important before. Well, no matter what, Aeris Teoh is still the same Aeris Teoh. It's time to have some REAL REST!:)

:: Langkawi Island ::

2010-05-22T17:33:00.014+08:00

Yeah, finally headed to Langkawi Island for Imagine Cup competition after the iTex Competition which held at KLCC. Stayed for 5 days 4 nights at Langkawi with Bing and Lei. Actually the event was started from 17th of May to 19th of May, but I bought the air ticket by myself, my supervisor asked me to purchase from 16th until 20th. :p

The sea view at Bella Vista Hotel. It's our first day of the trip.

The buildings just like the wonderland.

The lizard which accompany us while we taking our photo. :p

I look like very relaxing. In fact, I was very nervous for the presentation.

First try on Batik.

Do we look like Nyonyas?

The second day of the trip. Awana Hotel. The landscape is much nicer than Bella Vista Hotel.

The third day of the trip - Judgement day. Our project name, PRIS (Police Report Imaging System). It's really bad that my two teammates, Yen and Gaik can't join for this presentation.

With our co-ordinator, Dr Rathiah. She's been helping us all the way of making this project besides my supervisor, Prof Rosziati. Hahah.. Sorry I din't make it for next round. :p I've been tried my best. And I know one of the reason of lost is because we din't really hit the 8 millennium goals. Anway, congratulations for our group that able to get a Silver for iTex Competition! :)

The fourth day. Took photo with an ang mo.

Let's fly!

Imagine Cup competition brought me alot of precious experiences and sweet memories. :) Thanks to the event organizors, thanks to Microsoft. Once again, thanks to Prof Rosziati, Dr Rathiah, Miss Chuah, Sir Che Mahazan (Head of Investigation Departion), Dr Zul (Head of Pusat Kesihatan Unit) and my teammates Yen and Gaik for helping me in order to develope the system. And thanks to my friends Lei and Bing for accompany me to Langkawi.

Glad to meet those other competitors and the student helpers.

Attended the Gala Dinner with another 2 teams. But I forgot their team's names. :p

With two student helpers, I guess their names are Seok Cheng and Aswin.

With another two student helpers.

Yeah, what's next after the Langkawi trip? Yup, it's another trip to USM from 24th of May to 29th of May, for the NRIC competition! Penang, I'm coming for you! :)

Abandoned

2010-05-05T12:38:00.004+08:00

BEAUTIFULLY IMPERFECT been abandoned by her owner for months. How sad! XD

I'm really really too busy to update her. Too many troublesome things waiting for me to settle. And too many sad and happy things occured recently. :)

Photo taken when I was in Microsoft's workshop.

No solution..

2010-03-04T00:43:00.004+08:00

Yes, been to the Batu Pahat Police Station three times! Why I went to there? Yes, it's all for the Imagine Cup competition. =.= It was a hard journey to get in and meet the highest officer there, the Ketua Bahagian Siasatan Jenayah. Went there with my two other members, Yen and Gaik. And finally got all the information that we needed including the confidential report formats and the recommendation letter! Yeah! You know how difficult we got those documents?! I will never ever forget the process of getting to meet the Ketua...

Recall back when I went there for the first time, I was like a trouble maker and reluctant to leave the police station without earning anything. I passed them the interview letter (which I hardly got from faculty), and they kept saying that need time for them to process my request, and I was like a thick-face person din't want to leave until one of the police woman got angry. Luckily another chinese-liked softhearted policeman stand out and bring me out of that situation. Then my lucks was began here... Thanks to him! :)

I am really super duper grateful to the Ketua, he helped me alot! Fulfilled all my requests eventhough he was very busy, indeed. How lucky I am, I got many helps from others in order to participate in Imagine Cup. What an ashame I would be if I fail to develop the proposed system! Frankly speaking, I am stuck, facing the value storing and value passing problems to hide a key file and a text file into a class to be hidden in image. I am very .... very .... very vexing now! My dear codes, please come to find me, or just come to give me a solution in my dreams, I'm waiting for you~~~

Code, code, code.. How to solve?

Interview

2010-02-22T22:56:00.003+08:00

I'm going to pay a visit at Pusat Kesihatan Universiti (PKU) tomorrow, not because of the sickness, it's for Imagine Cup's competition. Dr. Rathiah is sincerely wanted me to join for the competition, we met today with my two friends, had a short discussion, hell she gave me an useful idea for me to hit one of the 8 development goals. So in order not to make her down, and not to make myself regret in future, I'm really thinking to join, going to conducting an interview at PKU tomorrow morning for more details about X-Ray and medical scans. Hoping to get more information that help my propose system.

Normally student needs 3 working days to get the interview approvement letter released from faculty. Gosh, with the name of "DR" from Dr Rathiah, I can get the letter in FEW HOURS only. Thanks so much. :)

Imagine Cup

2010-01-30T09:27:00.004+08:00

Have you heard about Imagine Cup? I guess you never heard before huh.. It's a serious challenge which created by Microsoft, offering the Imagine Cup Competition specially for students around the world. I didn't know there's such nice competition offering to us until my lecturer, Dr Rathiah told me, thanks to her for recommended me to go for the competition.

This Imagine Cup Competition is a world's premier student technology competition, there's several categories that student can choose with, and I think for me, as a IT student majoring in Software Engineering, can take the Software Designs challenge. But the problem is what should I use to compete? At first, Dr Rathiah and Prof Rosziati mentioned that I could use my final year project to compete, here comes the problem, how to modify my project to hit one of 8 United Nations Millennium Development Goals. That's the problem... :(

See the word "Poland" beside the Imagine Cup logo? Yeah, that's right, this year all the candidates can go to Poland to compete their products! However, for Malaysian student, have to win the challenges in local first then only can compete internationally. :)

:: I-City ::

2010-01-02T18:40:00.006+08:00

Where were you on new year eve? Well, we were at I-City for new year countdown event. :)
Thanks to kyle brought us there. :D

The large crystal christmas tree!

Elk.

Mini christmas tree.

Swan.

The lovely snowman.

Fireworks of the night.

In love with little snowman. :D

The crystal christmas tree's glimmering behind us. :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY BLOG READERS! :)

::Malacca::

2010-01-02T17:53:00.005+08:00

Been Malacca last month, with my close friends from hometown. It is so fun can go for a trip togeeeeeeeether. :)

Malacca most famous traditional food, Chicken Rice Ball.

Satay Celup, one of the most famous food as well. Long-queue for few hours. ><>

I don't know what pillar is this. Just noticed it is a must to take photo with it. :D

Took in the Muzium.

The funny Boon asked me to act so. Have a laugh my dear readers. :)

A Warm Christmas Holiday

2009-12-23T10:56:00.005+08:00

Haha.. Can't believe I'm writing this post in my faculty's lab! So boring and have nothing to do...

I'm craving for Tang Yuan!! No one made for me, mom is not here.. How sad! :)

All my friends who had watched Avatar said it's worth to watch. I want to watch too!!!

Leaving Johore tonight, heading to Penang, meet my dear dear CPei and celebrate christmas together. Miss her alot!

Merry Christmas! :)

Bukit Cahaya

2009-12-19T17:04:00.012+08:00

Taman Pertanian or so-called Bukit Cahaya is located at Shah Alam. We went there few weeks ago.

This is the new swimming pool, with nice scenery.

The beautiful parrot!

Deer.

And birds in animal park.

We'd tried to touch the horse while the horse having the food.

Cactus Garden.

The latest game, Skytrex Adventure! I wanna try that next time because it's needed to prebook first before heading there.

What a disapointment the Four Seasons House is closed that time. So I'd just captured with the lovely snowman. Loving snowman so much. :)

Emo-ing

2009-12-10T20:21:00.004+08:00

Oh I'm so emo recently. Too bad eh? Haha... Sorry to make my blog readers worried, feel like blogging is the only way to express my feeling, translate the mood under the bottom of my heart into writings on blog.

I'm craving to dye my hair! Wanna put some dark colour on my whole hair, change the lucks, change the challenges, change the life! :)

Is the colour suit me?

Or this one?

Aha, blonde is my most wanted colour. But I won't dye this colour for sure. :)

Breathe

2009-12-07T18:10:00.005+08:00

I'm bloody down. Feel like can't make a single breathe. Can someone shout at me? Can someone scold me?!

Can I shout loudly as much as I can? Can I bang myself to the wall? Can I cry? Can I borrow your shoulder just for awhile?

狮子座

2009-11-27T12:51:00.002+08:00

Last night Tian sent me a song which I love it's rhythm very much.

曾铁可《狮子座》

Such a nice song.

Smile

2009-11-26T00:50:00.002+08:00

I'm unhappy lately. I'm sad, indeed.
Just had few hours sleep for last two days, very tiring, still, can't fall asleep in the bus along the journey from Batu Pahat to Pudu. Felt like the eyes were wet.

I don't show the unhappiness or sadness face in real life, the smile is always stick to my face. Only her, Miss S, can read my mind everytime there's something happened to me. Only her can noticed when my mood is down. I miss her so much, but we will only meet after one month long.

"Cheers Aeris!" Keep telling myself, how to get rid of disappointment and sorriness?

My soul is sick. "Beautifulless Imperfect".

Brain Memory Lost

2009-11-23T00:44:00.005+08:00

Oh my god! I forgot to renew my reference books. What the hell was I doing at home last week? It's just needed some few clicks on the web site to renew my items and I totally forgot to do so!! Ngahhhhhh!! It's the second time I need to pay for the fines! Why? How could I forgot to renew since I was keep reminded myself to renew those books before having the holidays. Sobs...

One, two, three, four, five, five books! I need to pay the fines for five books!

Semester Ended

2009-11-16T17:15:00.013+08:00

One semester is over. What had I done for this few months? :) That's alot! Assignments and projects, quizzes and tests, final examinations, PSM1 presentation, PSM1 report and application form with two essays were all done. I'd took a long, long time and throw my wholeheartedly to finish my PSM1, and thank's god I got a A for this subject. :) Thanks Mr. N to check for my essays. Thanks so much! :)

Look at those reference books that I borrowed from library. I'm wondering do I really have the time to study all?

I captured this by chance. It was given by a friend when I was in Year 2. And I'm still keeping it safely, on my desk. He is a friend who did the most, among all boy's friends that I ever met. I can see the sincerity of him. :)

Celebrating Mooncake Festival by ourself. With three mooncakes and tea brought by them. :)

Jelly! My beloved. I saw this once I reached home. Thanks for Yen and Lei for making this. :)

Susan is leaving soon~~ Been making her a farewell at KFC. :) She is really good, always kind to us, giving help whenever we need her.

Oh my Su~~ We gonna miss you. :)

Camwhoring when we were in RedBox. It's been few weeks din't meet up my dear. We hang out together right after my final examinations.

Introduced this dessert to my readers, but only if you like durian. Here it is, Durian Pancake! Tasty with cream within it.

You can find this at Sweetchat Restaurant, located at Mid Valley. :)

One more thing, I got a C+ for one of my subjects, Analysis Algorithm. It was a great shock when I saw the result! Can't believe why I got such result.. So sad. :(

Fatigue

2009-11-06T19:55:00.004+08:00

I am incredibly tired and fatigue. Been insomnia everyday every night even nap! Too stress? Maybe... Worrying my pointer, don't want lost my first class...

Later need to write 1500 words essay. Bless me~~

2009-11-04T14:47:00.003+08:00

本来好好的回忆，他却让我感到越来越伤感。。
本来没有一丝丝的后悔，他却让我越来越后悔当时的曾经。。

根本在玩我嘛~~~ XD

2009-10-29T16:49:00.002+08:00

Connie Talbot - I Will Always Love You

Gosh! Connie Talbot. Her voice is so beautiful! I am greatly impressed! She recorded this song when she WAS 6. Can you sing like her when you were 6?

2009-10-29T04:53:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, I don't know what am I doing. I got to stop. I should have listen to you, Amanda.

I should kick it out, kick it out kick it out!

Stop everything. Back to normal from abnormal Aeris. Stop from doing fool.

2009-10-27T14:49:00.003+08:00

Whitney Houston - Appearance

-- Lyric --

No matter how long it past,

Still can't shake you off,

I thought I made it,

But still,

You'd always appearing in my mind,

I'm wondering how could this happend,

How could it happend since it's not true,

I don't want to keep you in heart,

I don't want you keep appearing in my mind,

I guess,

It's time for me to really let you go.

::Imaginary Puppy::

2009-10-26T19:36:00.004+08:00

I was studying for my final exam just now, until fall asleep for about two hours. >< The notes definitely are sleeping potions to me.

What was in my dream? Well, the dream was so real! I can recalled all the circumstances existed in my dream. I was given a GIFT by my daddy. It was a puppy! A yellowish Labrador Retriever! I do miss my dog a lot for the god's sake. But in fact, I'd lost her. The dream was really real, I'd hugged it, feed it, cleaned it, protected it, urgggg.... I was in unbelievable to have a puppy!

Experience

2009-10-18T13:43:00.007+08:00

It was like one of the rarest but precious experience that I ever had in my life on Friday, two days ago. It was my PSM 1 presentation. I was in very nervous situation due to lack of confidence of myself and after watching Yu's presentation. Yu and I both are doing the individual thesis which beyond the degree level and we are the very first in uthm for IT students who did so. Our thesis are about "Designing an algorithm to ......" which are for master level. We guess that's because our supervisor want to have the very first try and imposing us as the white mice. :D

Thing that we worried was happend that day, Yu was the first present, Yen was the second, then mine. We had 3 panels and extra 2 lecturers watching us that day, don't know why.. One of the panel who just back from oversea (a phd level) keep suspecting her whether she manage to fulfil her thesis, and the other panel claimed that her thesis is for Master level and needed her to discuss with her supervisor. Her presentation had used about 50 minutes. Darn! I was so nervous after watching her persentation! I've tried to make myself calm and cool, I'd sms to my net friend, and the friend asked me to be confident, "Show him your talent, make him to drop his jaw!" This is what the friend replied. Haha.. and this statement is so true. I made it!

Then my turn to present, and my speech including Q and A session was about 45 minutes. The phd level's panel keep interrupted by asking me a lot questions though I havent finish my speech. What had I done in these 45 minutes? I've google searched (he wanted me to do so, weird!) and showed him where I found the e-journal as one of my literature review, compared the images on that journal and explain to them. On the other hand, I'd used the marker pen and taught them (as the panel required) like I'm the lecturer and draw on the white board. He wanted me to show him how is the proposed algorithm, but the problem is the step for designing the new algorithm will only be done in chapter 4 "Analysis and Design". He is so stubborn to want me show to them! Okay then, I had just used the concept that given by Miss Chua (our ftmm tutor) few days ago plus the understanding that I have, combined and explained on the white board. :D

Story hasn't end yet. The phd level's panel was unwilling to give up yet, he keep asking me whether the proposed algorithm can be run. I think of the friend's sms, I replied him "YES". Panel asked again, "Are you sure". I answered "I think can". He repeatly asked the same question and I'd answered him the same. Then he said "I know that's a possibility of success, but it still has the probability of fail since you haven't run the algorithm yet." What the hell he wants the answer from me? I replied "I thought all the students do not need to come out with the actual output first in this current steps.....", and he interrupted me again while I was still talking! Alright then, I just told him that I'll note it and be more careful next time before I proceed to next time. Finally, he'd silent! =.=

I have never seen other psm students facing such things except three of us. Should be considered lucky or unlucky to have such panel? Well, I personally do enjoyed it nevertheless. Credits go to the net friend and Miss Chua! :)

We'd entered the wrong lab before rushed to the right one. This photo was taken when we were still at the wrong lab. :D

Accident

2009-10-15T20:43:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow, my PSM 1 (Thesis) presentation. I am so worrying about it. Lack of confidence of myself, "full" of preparation though. I don't know what will happen tomorrow, just wish that it will goes smoothly. I'm nervous. :(

I saw a motor accident this afternoon! Fortunately the accident did not make a serious injure to the rider. Been saw a couple of time those motor accidents at Parit Raja. I don't want to see my friends were involved in such accidents, please, do be careful while riding!

2009-10-01T20:37:00.002+08:00

在准备着明天Literature Review的Presentation，很紧张，因为所有东西都得靠背的，老师只允许我们放一个Slide啊。。

鼻子一直伤风，从早上到现在，加头疼，感觉，好像要生病了。。。 :(

::Busy Day::

2009-09-28T20:33:00.003+08:00

Had a bad bad dream when taking my nap just now. :( Dreamt about a ghost and bad people. Sobs... Fortunately Yen Yen woke me up for dinner.

Had an insomnia last night. Can't sleep well because my sleep mode was setted to 3am in the last whole week. I felt physically super duper tired though, guess might be some one who usually having the insomnia spread the virus to me!

I saw Calvin's post on the Facebook. Feel so sad when reading his post.

"几米说: 当你喜欢我的时候，我不喜欢你,当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你, 当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你,是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步, 我们错过了诺亚方舟,错过了泰坦尼克号,错过了一切的惊险与不惊险,我们还要继续错过. 我不了解我的寂寞来自何方，但我真的感到寂寞。你也寂寞，世界上每个人都寂寞，只是大家的寂寞都不同吧。" This was what he post. Gosh! I don't like the way he expressed his feeling, it's just making other people worry for him. :( However, most of the videos from Youtube that he post on Facebook are really nice. Thanks him for sharing.

::Raya's Celebration::

2009-09-26T23:08:00.010+08:00

Tomorrow, again, need to head back the place I study. Feel unwilling to go back, but have to. Bad thing, my bus ticket on 9am! T.T My friend bought for me, or else I wont buy early ticket!!!

My intuition tells me next week will be a busy and unlucky week as usual. Somehow I scared to face the truth, some people in uthm. I don't know what am I talking about, just... prefer staying at my sweet home :)

I've done few activities with my beloved friends. :) Bowling, movie x 3, birthday celebration with two september babies, shopping with dear, yum cha, and nap at dear's house. ;) Also, I'd finished my chapter 2 literature review and one home test assigment. Gosh, I din't touch all the notes that I brought back yet. Wasting my manpower to bring home. :(

Yokoso Mascara for Ashley's birthday present since she likes to make up, so i guess this might suits her.

Face Scrub for Gideon's birthday present. I'd called him before bought this for him to make sure if he's using a face scrub. :D

Chocolate Banana from Secret Recipe. Din't you all noticed that the words on the cake are so ugly? Kyle said it was wrote by a foreigner. :(

The main characters of the night.

Boon's holding his apple juice and my honeydew juice (fresh juice, my favourite ;)). Peck Wah and me both were wearing black shirt that night.

Gideon's goldfish face any my tongue out face. He was keep asking me to post this photo on the facebook, but I haven't do so. :D

The family of the day (and the camera girl) at Boston Sunway. Feel so good hanging out with them indeed. :)

And this for myself, my new watch since my old ones is spoiled.
Thanks to my beloved daddy. :)

Friendship Line

2009-09-25T02:26:00.003+08:00

That's a guy who keep asking me out since few months ago... I'd rejected him all the dates by giving lame excuse that busying with my stuffs. Currently is my special break (raya break) which has one week holidays, last week, that guy told me that he wanted come to my house at Klang and i thought he was kidding. Who knows! Gosh, he is serious! Saying coming to my house in this weekend...

To avoid bad things happen to him, car accidents or got lost at somewhere, I'd persuaded him not to come by promised him to out with him once i get back Batu Pahat.. *sobs* What else can I do?? Tell lies that I have a new boyfriend? Or break my promise not going out with him? Haha.. That were what my friends suggested... However, I am unwilling to do so, I don't want to cheat people, break my promise or drag innocent guy friend into the river.. :(

Sometimes, I do wondering why can't we just be normal friends? Why some of them so stubborn want to across the friendship line? Isn't it better if just become friends, sharing, caring and helping each other?

Dotty Blue

2009-09-21T23:23:00.004+08:00

Booty of the Day. :)
Bought at Bukit Tinggi's Aeon Jusco.

A pair of shoe purposely for classes.

:: Precious Friendship ::

2009-09-19T23:07:00.004+08:00

我知心的朋友大多数都是女的，都是老朋友，是housemates，是死党。
知心的男性朋友，十只手指数的清，可能五只手指也数的清。

然而，觉得讽刺的是男女之间的友谊。。
和同性谈心，可以无所不谈，可以很贴心，
但和异性谈心，有几个可以没有企图心的做到那样？

男女之间的纯友谊，可以能无企图心的做朋友，多难得阿。。
我很珍惜那样的纯友谊，很喜欢那样的友谊。。 :)

Angora

2009-09-16T11:00:00.003+08:00

I saw this on forward mail, one of the most peculiar creatures, its called the Angora Rabbit.
Isn't it lovely?

I wish I could have one. :)

::Bad Luck::

2009-08-26T14:56:00.006+08:00

Argghh... I had a run of bad luck recently... Fatique and tiring, busying of assignments and busying of rushing to classes at two different campuses, which have made me lack of enough sleep everyday. ><

Don't know why, that's alot centipedes in my house at Parit Raja lately, and I saw a HUGE centipede in the bathroom when i was bathing!!! What a nightmare! Darn... I hate centipede too! I am so afraid of centipede! What I did was I took the bucket nearby to hit the centipede a couple of times until it did not moving anymore. Gosh... I killed it! I have no time to ask for help from my housemates in the nude. T.T I was so cruelty to kill it without any mercy. :(

The centipede which is extremely nauseating! ><

Monday was the due date of the psm (thesis) proposal, and I met my supervisor yesterday to discuss about the research I did last week (in mid semester break), I'd noticed that the watermarking approach is too complicated and too tedious to be redesigned while the steganography is more straightforward and much interesting. Then my supervisor suggested me to change the psm title to that approach, which means I have to redo all the literature reviews that I done it half way last week. :( Waste my time and manpower. Haha... Anway, I think it's better to redo and change the approach, what I want is just a perfect psm. ;)

I'm wondering who covertly sent me those bad luck... When will the good luck secretly come to me?

World's Tallest and World's Smallest doggy

2009-08-22T16:51:00.007+08:00

The tiny dog below is Tom Thumb, been reported on Sin Chew newspaper today as the smallest dog in the world. Tom Thumb is a Chihuahua and Jack Russel mix cross, just born four or five months ago. His measures is about 4 inches long while his siblings are three times of his size.

Chihuahua-Jack Russel mix cross, at barely the height of a tea cup.

And look at the white doggy below, I guess this is another smallest dog on the planet. Scooter, a Maltese, 8 cm long, smaller than Boo Boo (smallest dog in Guinness Book of World Records). Scooter needs three extra eggs each day beside regular meals to make sure he get enough nutrition. His own bed is just as big as a shoe case. :D While Scooter is still young, he appears to have stopped growing..

Maltese, with white fluff.

Next, World's Tallest in Guinness Book of World Record, Gibson, has passed away one week ago, how sad! He was a Harlequin Great Dane from Grass Valley, California, the dog beside him in picture below is Boo Boo (which I mentioned above), a Chihuahua. Noticed that Boo Boo is even smaller than the Gibson's head. :D

Gibson and Boo Boo, what a scene.

Wootz.. How tall Gibson was!

Human Horse

2009-08-16T22:05:00.004+08:00

I found by accident a Human Horse in a furniture shop at Sungai Buluh today. The Human Horse which the master capenter made is really looks exquisite and beautiful! It seems has a soul of a man and a horse inside the statue, I can felt it while looking to it's eyes. ^^ He looks a little bit fierce in photo below, but in fact he is lovely in real. My dear readers, do you like Human Horse? :)

The right side.

And the back. :)

KH :: SK

2009-08-15T14:30:00.008+08:00

Life is so boring without you dear...

How dare you went to Malacca without me~~ ngawawaaa T.T

Anyway, have fun ya! Don't take the H1N1 disease back ya..

And yea, I'd like to take this RARE chance to say few words just for you dear since I have the mood to do so.. ;p

::::::::

Thank you KH for always keep my company for years, and it's been 9 years!

We shared those smiles, tears through the years,

You cheer me up whenever I'm down,

You prop me up whenever I'm fall,

You scold me whenever I'm thinking something fool,

You are always there whenever I'm single or in love,
Your existence really make my life worthwhile dear! ::::::::

"Like old wine, our friendship gets better with time!"

May it bring us many more happy moments to share ya! :)

Disease

2009-08-06T23:26:00.004+08:00

H1N1 is everywhere recently around the world. Heard that more than 100 sick students in my university have been suspected. I'm sick as well since this Tuesday until now, sneezing, running nose, sore throat and cough, luckily no fever, just lack of satisfies sleep. :)

My coursemates are scared of the disease, wearing mask even they are sleeping. :D

And this, the top FTMM student with her mask.

And me, deep bags under my eyes caused by the sicknesses.

Take care my blog readers,

Take care my friends,

Take care everyone!

Dean Ceremony

2009-08-06T20:51:00.012+08:00

Yeah...Finally I can online at house in Parit Raja. :)

Again, taking two dean certificates for last two semesters in second year at DK 2 last Thursday. The trophy for this FTMM's ceremony is just a glass with UTHM logo, which worse than the trophy that I got last time.

"With Best Compliments" is printed on the glass.

Those Malay girls are from my batch.

With lecturers, Dekan and all those students who got dean Part 1.

With lecturers, Dekan and all those students who got dean Part 2.

Congrats all! :)

Zantac

2009-06-23T21:34:00.003+08:00

Girls in Black. Taken at MKP Laboratory.

Yeah... Short semester is going over soon. This is my last week for study. Today, I just went to PKU to visit a doctor for my gastric problem again. T.T Zantac and Buscopan medicines were given to me.

Tomorrow will has a final examination paper for this semeter. I wish everything can goes smoothly. "A" for this paper, I'm coming to get u~~

就是爱

2009-06-17T15:26:00.005+08:00

I would like to share another love sweet song to my readers here. Enjoy. :)

张栋梁 feat 郭采洁 - 就是爱

前一秒钟明明我害怕寂寞
下一秒钟还期待发生什么
手牵着手就不在乎明天要往哪里走
还有你还有我

突然感动虽然你没说什么
让你心动给你最好的温柔
手牵着手多么希望永远就是这样了
只有你只有我

不让全世界分心专心爱你
这一次确定当我加上你最美的风景
不是要被谁肯定我还有你
你的心从此就让我旁定我们爱到底
都是因为你爱才能坚定
幸福原来并非遥不可及
你拥抱过的都有美丽风景
you and I 就是爱

突然感动虽然你没说什么
让你心动给你最好的温柔
手牵着手多么希望永远就是这样了
只有你只有我

不让全世界分心专心爱你
这一次确定当我加上你最美的风景
不是要被谁肯定我还有你
你的心从此就让我旁定我们爱到底
都是因为你爱才能坚定
幸福原来并非遥不可及
你拥抱过的都有美丽风景

不让全世界分心专心爱你
这一次确定当我加上你最美的风景
不是要被谁肯定我还有你
你的心从此就让我旁定我们爱到底
都是因为你爱才能坚定
幸福原来并非遥不可及
你拥抱过的都有美丽风景
you and I you and I 就是爱

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Yea, 就是爱, I just want to have some one that I would say fortunately you are here (幸好有你在), this is the highest requirement to be my lover, am I too ridiculous? Haha...

I seldom talk about love on my blog because it is just too privacy for me. But sometimes, I would like to share some of my very own opinions. :)

Zero

2009-06-10T02:12:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling very terrible,
it's been 2.30am,
at this silence of a deep night,
still staying at hostel,
doing a roughly research,
for the final year project,
I have several ideas,
but all doesn't work reasonably,
because I'm personally think,
those would not achieve,
My last idea before the new one,
was a timetable generator,
one of the supervisor said,
it is very difficult and complicated,
I was nervous,
came out a new idea,
but there's a similar,
almost same functionality software,
available and been using around the world,
what should I do,
how can I modify,
how could I develop the software well?
I do feel nervous,
anxiety,
and dread,
I have to be more hardworking,
independent,
steady and sturdy,
to achieve what i wish,
to fulfil the dreams...

T.i.t.l.e

2009-06-05T14:53:00.002+08:00

I'm doing research recently for my majoring, software engineering because I need to send a title for my final year project to get the approvement. A chronic worry keeps making me really feel anxious now! I am super duper worrying that I will not able to develop the system or software for the title i sent, that is why I still can not manage to decided a project's title yet, and I need to send it at June 15th. Better kill me~~

Precious Gathering

2009-05-30T22:29:00.003+08:00

Thanks to Kyle for making this simple gathering for Form 6 ex-schoolmates. :)
We basically divided into two groups, both chatted with own closer friends, there were no communication between both groups, how sad ya.

Form 6 Gathering at KK Old Town.

It's a great pity that some of the friends did not make it to attend the gathering. Mel, I should have asked you to come along, sorry ya. ;)

Bugs are Fixed

2009-05-29T16:45:00.003+08:00

Oh my, I didn't know my blog was so hard to leave a name or even to leave a comment. Anyway, it has been fixed today. I'm glad of it. :)

Sorry for inconveniences ya.

My result for last semester haven't release yet... I'm very worry about it! Nervous...
I got 2 As, 1 A- and 3 B+s for last semester, wondering what pointer I might score... :( Bless me.

Snowman, my favourite!

:)

2009-05-25T01:54:00.003+08:00

What has happened to my small circle? My dearestsss around me all back to single...

Dearsss, let's rock, again!!

The Days in Short Sem...

2009-05-17T11:33:00.017+08:00

Days in short semester are very suffering. No entertainment, no students besides us and NO FOOD!

See, my hostel's canteen has nothing that can eat.

Left meehun and bean sprout which my housemates and I reluctant to take as our lunch.

So, what else can we eat? Maggi and KFC! ;p We ate Maggi as our lunch and KFC as our dinner yesterday.

The road at front gate is still under repair.

No people waiting at the bus stand which was usually crowded.

We finally found something that is unusual! The circles I marked are mushrooms! Hardly believe there is other living things accompany us in this short journey (short semester).

They are growing under the sun. One, two, three, four, five... Five adorable mushrooms!

Trying hard to survive from being deflowered by the ruthless human.

The aisle is noiseless.

That is why I suggested to take some cool pictures since we find no one in sight.

Acting as supermodels. :)

C.o.c.k.r.o.a.c.h

2009-05-14T14:29:00.002+08:00

Darn cockroach! I am deeply feel disgusted of the cockroach in the universe! I'd saw a big cockroach in sudden yesterday night when I was sorting my stuffs in my room, gosh! It really making me gorge rise!

A picture of a man who wearing the cockroach costume and I don't want to put the real picture of cockroach to pollute my blog.

Coming Soon

2009-05-13T02:19:00.007+08:00

I went to Sunway's Redbox yesterday, it was really cheap! Four and a half hours with a set lunch only cost each person RM11, it was Monday and non public day that is why it was cheap. :)

Singing K at Pyramid till sore throat.

Simply acting as a lesbian. ;)

We were not satified of what we did yesterday, to fulfill the unsatisfaction, we chilled out again today to Timesquare and been watched a movie, "Coming Soon". My gosh! it was holly terrible, it is one of the most horrorest movie I have ever watched in my life! I've been frighten from the beginning until the end of the movie by those dreadful scenes! I don't even dare to upload the poster of the movie on my blog here. Nevertheless, the story line of the movie is really nice and unexpected, you should try it!

Kenny Rogers as my lunch.

A.l.c.o.h.o.l

2009-05-11T00:59:00.007+08:00

I'm gonna show someting interesting in my house on this post...... which is...... Alcohol! Well, my dad and brothers are alcohol collectors who have a fancy in collecting variety of alcohol especially those mini alcohol bottles.

I love Macallan the most, smooth and taste likes Sprite. :)

The Mini Absolut Vodka series and others mini bottles.

XO, Jack Daniels, Otard bla bla bla..

Wines, purchased by Dad, which I don't like to drink.

I guessed I would die immediately if I drank all those alcohol at one go. ><

Beautifully Imperfect

2009-05-10T17:10:00.002+08:00

Life is beautiful because no human being is flawless,

we are perfect because we have our own shortcomings,

that is why world is beautifully imperfect.

A Celebration for My Housemate

2009-05-09T01:03:00.016+08:00

My dear housemate going to graduate soon. :( We have been made a small celebration specially for her on Wednesday to have a happy ending before she leaving us..

The pretty Cpei who was the main character that night.

We bought her a chocolate cake and a large set of KFC as our dinner.

Disgusting.. Who throw the food unclose like that?

What were they doing? Measuring Yu's waist or molesting?

We girls like to act funny, believe it? See below!

Monkeys in the house! See, I told you.

Back to normal pose. Cpei looked so happy that night stretching out her both arms with Yeah pose.

Happy family, again. :)

These are our last photo taken in that house, we have moving to another house for our short semester. Short sem going to start soon, I hate it, I hate short sem! This is the second time I take the short sem. Why IT students must take short semester without giving any chances to choose while others are in holidays for TWO MONTHS! Darn it.. Unfair! :(

Saddo...

2009-05-09T00:44:00.011+08:00

So sad, I din't do well for my last paper today. :( My stomachache this morning and felt feebly to have a step of walk. God..

It was the hardest paper, subject Data Communication and Networking in this semester, "thanks" to the lecturer for learning nothing from him!

Sad again for my Database subject which score A- (84 marks), less one mark to get an A! Sad...

The city campus's library where I always study for tests.

The seat which I prefer to take.

P.S. The watermark of my url was created by Mr T. Credit goes to Mr T.. Thanks ya.

Way Back To Home

2009-05-09T00:19:00.009+08:00

Taking a KKKL double decker bus departed from Batu Pahat to KL at 5.30pm. The sky was getting dark and I took some snapshots of the scenery since I have nothing to do in the bus besides daydreaming.

5.55 pm

6.50 pm

7.45pm

g.a.s.t.r.i.c

2009-04-28T20:39:00.003+08:00

Oh god... Gastric pain today since i woke up this morning! Arghhhhh.... I know what did me to this, I was just took ONE tablet of medicine for running nose yesterday night then caused me the whole day of gastric pain. =.=

Luckily it did not affect me much in doing my examination for Database paper this morning (might be nervous overtook the pain).

I have the gastric trouble since when i was in Standard 6, it became serious when i was in Form 2. Dad took me to the private hospital to visit a specialist that time and it did cure me from the pain for a short period. The gastric juice inside my stomach oftens bring troublesome to me which I could not even miss one lunch or dinner. And until now, the gastric trouble still does not completely cure yet. But I am used to have such suffering. T.T

Multimedia work

2009-04-26T01:42:00.006+08:00

The picture below is one of my individual assignment for the subject of Introduction To Multimedia. It was made when i was in first year second semester. Edited by using Adobe Photoshop CS2. Score quite a high marks for it. :)

Obviously, I'd changed the logo of "Audi" to my own "branded" logo as "Snowwy".

Then, my second individual assignment was have to create an animation for the car by using Macromedia Flash. I have spent a lot of time in order to edit the flash for my car.

神秘的不能说的秘密结局

2009-04-26T01:17:00.010+08:00

刚看完这部《不能说的秘密》，已是看第二遍了。。第一次看时，觉得结局很奇怪，所以今天决定再看多一次，没想到，我还是一样不明白。

为什么当伦成功回到20年前时，小雨没死？？？那个时候小雨明明已气喘发作去世了，可是当伦回去时，她竟然还做在她的位子做功课，为什么？？？

《不能说的秘密》海报

剧情介绍：

小伦与父亲相依为命。父亲是淡江艺术中学的音乐老师，小伦自小在他的熏陶下，拥有非凡的音乐才华。小伦转读淡江艺术中学的第一天，当他参观校园时，突被一段神秘的钢琴乐曲吸引。小伦随着琴音引领，走进一间百年琴室。小伦发现弹琴者是一位清秀脱俗的女生小雨。两人虽然没有交谈，但在四目交投之间，双方都泛起微妙的感觉。小雨是小伦的同班同学，由于小雨上课总迟到，故经常被迫和坐在后排的小伦坐在一起。两人的感情因此突飞猛进。但每当小伦问及那天在琴室听到的神秘乐曲时，小雨总是模棱两可地回答：“那是一个不能说的秘密……”一段充满浪漫悬疑的爱情从此开始......

最后他发现小雨跟他不是一个时代的人,它们整整相差了20年.小雨也是小伦爸爸的学生.小雨读书的时候, 有一天突然发现音乐教室的钢琴底下有一本乐谱.那本乐谱的名字就叫做<秘密>乐谱上面还说如果把这段钢琴曲子快速弹奏完毕首次看见的人就是你将来喜欢的人。

小雨一边弹奏,那间教室的物品就一直移动.不知不觉,她就来到了20年后的这间教室.第一眼就看见了被音乐吸引过来的小伦。因为小伦班上还有一个女生喜欢小伦.但又只有小伦能看见小雨.一天晚上,小伦约了小雨在钢琴房见面,但是晴依(喜欢小伦的女生)先到了.小伦闭上眼睛以为是小雨来了,就示意要她吻他.不巧这时候正好被小雨看见了.她以为是小伦移情别恋了.一气之下好几天没有去学校. 小伦找小雨找了好久.其实小雨来到了音乐教室.弹起了那首<秘密>这下子时光又回到了20年以前.小雨跟小伦的父亲,也就是她的班主任说起这件事情所有人都认为小雨疯了.小雨的妈妈还专门买了治疗精神病的药给小雨吃.她在学校也受到了同学的嘲笑.一个同学在课间写了一张纸条给小雨问她20年后失身了没有.小雨难过极了.回到家里再也不肯去学校了.

小伦跟小雨在一起的时候,曾经对小雨说过,我要在毕业典礼上专门为你弹奏一首曲子.到了小雨毕业的时候,小伦的爸爸来到小雨家里找小雨,希望她能参加毕业典礼.小雨想起了小伦说过的话.和小伦的爸爸合影完后,再次去了钢琴教室.又弹了一遍<秘密>她到了20年后的小伦毕业典礼上.听到了小伦为她弹奏的<天鹅>.正在这时候舞台上的小伦,发现了他寻找了5个月的小雨.小雨看见小伦看着她,马上跑了.小伦钢琴还没有弹奏完毕,也跟着跑出去追小雨.小伦追到她后抱住了她.(因为小雨有哮喘,所以跑得慢.)对她说:"答应我,不要再消失了"小伦的爸爸也追了出来,呵斥他要他继续去演奏.小伦转身要小雨在教室里等他.转身的时候,不巧,又被小雨看见了晴依借给小伦的幸运手链.小雨以为小伦一直在骗她.

又回到了20年以后. 小伦毕业典礼完毕后来到教室.只看见他的两个朋友,在偷别人的东西.(笔和修正液等文具)小伦问他们,是否看见了小雨.他们很奇怪.小伦继续说,就是那个在舞会时,和我一起跳舞的女子.他们听后都很惊讶,"舞会时,你明明是一个人在跳啊."小伦这才想起小雨有些奇怪.为什么她都没有朋友.也没人理她(这里有些灵异!!!)而且她还不准小伦在学校的琴房弹那首<秘密>小伦困惑极了,再次来到了小雨家里.看到了小雨和他爸爸的合影.还有那本<秘密>打开<秘密>后,小伦和小雨的妈妈看见了.小雨在20年前画的小伦.小雨的妈妈这才发现错怪小雨了.她顿时很伤心.小伦回到家里后,与父亲谈论了关于小雨的事情. 小伦父亲说.小雨是他20前的学生.钢琴弹得很棒.就是有些喜欢胡思乱想.还说什么20年后喜欢一个男生的事情.他们都认为小雨是疯子.

小伦听后恍然大悟.马上跑去学校的音乐教室.(因为小伦他们毕业后就要拆了).他去了之后,发现那里很多人正在拆房子.他从窗户爬进去.用最快的速度弹起了那首<秘密>房子一直在施工.家里的小伦爸爸看着小雨留下的<秘密>乐谱发现小雨在20前就在乐谱的尾页写下了叶湘伦(小伦)我爱你等字眼.小伦爸爸才知道原来是他儿子.他也跑去学校.与此同时,小伦弹奏到最后一段,终于来到了20前,小雨的世界.

[Source: http://zhidao.baidu.com/question/31895863.html]

男女主角

Save him

2009-04-25T14:39:00.005+08:00

The same fella who hung up my phone last time that weirdo talking nonsense again and again!! It's been ten years for us as friends!!! But I'm still really don't understand what is in his mind. Asked me to give him an explanation for having a relationship with other (though it was a past tense). Oh my... Why did he meddling my affairs so much? I'd never give him any wrong or inapparent message. Or just because I'd treated him too nice? Hey please, he can talks anything including love things but stop talking nonsense to me! God please save him...

Apologize and You're Beautiful

2009-04-24T12:54:00.004+08:00

This is the video my housemate gave. A funny video which i'd believed the source was made from Singapore. Enjoy... :)

Sweet Love Story

2009-04-20T12:48:00.004+08:00

How nice!

We were both young when I first saw you.

I close my eyes and the flashback starts:

I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.

See you make your way through the crowd

and say hello;

Little did I know

That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."

And I was crying on the staircase,

begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"

And I said,

"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.

I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.

So close your eyes;

escape this town for a little while.

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,

And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"

But you were everything to me; I was begging you,

'Please, don't go,'

And I said,"Romeo,

take me somewhere we can be alone.

I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;

This love is difficult, but it's real.

Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.

It's a love story - baby just say "Yes.'"

Oh, oh.

I got tired of waiting,

Wondering if you were ever comin' around.

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town,

And I said,"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.

I keep waiting for you but you never come.

Is this in thy head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,

"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.

I love you and that's all I really know.

I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;

It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

Oh, oh. Oh, oh.

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you...

Artist : Taylor Swift
Song : Love Story